Next person to even TALK to me i WILL slap across the face. I’m so pissed off at this point I would probably even kick my dog… Alright that’s a lie, but I’m ready to beat the shit out of someone. I’m ready to just let everyone know what I think about them, and what everyone else thinks about them. I have soooo much to tell people and if I don’t soon i KNOW I’ll kill myself. I’m so tired of being the stable person. The one that will droop anything and everything for a friend. I’M DONE BEING THE FUCKING PARENT! I’m so close to my braking point I can actually feel it. I can literally feel myself giving up on so many things, and just not caring anymore. I had a dream last night about dying in a car crash, and all I wanted to do today was drive around and hope it would happen. I thought I was better but obviously I was wrong. I just really need to go to an open field in the middle of nowhere and scream my fucking lungs out and pass out on the ground. I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD AND I’M DONE! I COULD REALLY GIVE A RATS ASS ABOUT ANYONE!
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